Love ...

Love is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
it could be storm, hurricane, typhoon, or just drizzle
Love is like a flame, it burns you when it's hot
or it makes you warm instead
Love is what you feel inside
translate by your own expression
no one can deny, love paints our hearts...

Hey there! it was a long time I never wrote a new post. It's because I'm too busy to write my story here. So sorry dear, but I promise you I'll give you a new photo shoot of me that I've taken yesterday for photo contest in one of modelling agency in my town, so, here they are :)

I wore a red lace blouse with blue jeans. I didn't wear any accessories except my lovely black watch. I don't know, it's really awkward when I didn't wear that haha :D

and this is the other one! still wore the same clothes but in different pose :)

I hope you like it, next time I'll share my outdoor photo shoot, be patient dear :)

much love,

-Epy

...

aku hanya ingin engkau menungguku sebentar
dalam rentang waktu terselaput rindu
ketika hati mulai bernyanyi dikubangan sunyi
aku hanya ingin engkau mencemburuiku sebentar
dalam senyap tanpa balas sapa pagimu
ketika jemari mulai kaku diselimut sangsi
aku hanya ingin engkau merenungiku sebentar
dalam gemerlap sejuta pertemanan semu
ketika kisah menggelinding terajut sepi
jalan hidup tak selamanya seperti yang kita angankan
dalam jauh aku setia menatapmu
dalam diam kutebar doa untukmu
bersabarlah...

Hey Darling, dont you feel how much I feel ?

Tears in my eyes are laughing at me

cos they know only you can rid them off

but how can you do that without you with me

I have not heard from you for a while

but I miss you loads

How are you ?

I hope things are good with you

Loneliness is with me as I am staring at nothing meanwhile

you are a good runner in my head

I love you, I do

Rains are also mocking at me

as I am blue now without a love of somebody I love

To love someone like you is the hardest thing to do for

I can't hide from the wish to kiss you and hold you

Meanwhile I do not know when I will do it.

To hope you to be mine makes me like a pig that wants to fly

yet, you are a mirage

and how can fly to touch without wings I own?

I know that I ought to find someone new, but all I find is myself always thinking of you

Love is like rain, often appear suddenly. Leaving the colors in the sky named rainbow~

Your Silence

I ran after your shadow
hope found you back in the corner of my heart
I think this is only superficial
I get lost in the darkness of your heart
I started to scream your name
tens, hundreds or even thousands of times
you heard, but not willing to turn away
slowly, my heart is crumbling

I wrote this poem when I felt disappointed , not with my boyfriend but with everyone around me. But it's only poem, and I could be a stronger girl to face the world more better. Fighting !


~Epy ^^

The Winner of Flash Fiction's Contest

Holaa again :D

In this post I will share about my favorite flash fiction I read last day, It was written by Ria Rifky Ardiyani, my younger class on university. And, here is it ! Enjoy it :)

At the Corner

At the corner of a place of prostitution, two prostitutes were talking about a man with a rich appearance who was recently often coming.

"Oh shit! What a lucky day for you is today! He came for you again, huh!", one of them said with a slightly upset tone.

"I hope we will often use my service, I'll seduce him to buy me a house. I heard that Grand Palace has just released a new type", said the beautiful one with unconvincing tone, smiled smugly.

Another prostitute a meter beside them suddenly connected the conversation. "I hope I was a good mother for my son", she exhaled cigarette smokes from her mouth and smiled cynically.

How ? It was very nice story, wasn't it ? I will post more and more fiction story that I've written. Please be patient yaay ! Thanks and good night people :)

~Epy ^^